I'm SO bored!
I've spent the day walking the dog,
replacing rubber seals in a leaking toilet (still leaks a tiny amount of water),
then I tried to put in 2 new electrical connections in my car so it might run (one of the wires is too think for the new connector)
then I tried to finish restoring a football (I have a 'rock hard' leather football that's been in the weather for ages. I was going to take the bladder out and make new leather outer skin. (a new ball is $15. mad aren't I!) I cut open the ball and took out the bladder, then I decided to restore the ball. stitched it up and tried to turn it inside out. the leather seems to grip tightly and won't turn inside out. tried soaking in hot water. no luck.
I've eaten dinner. there's nothing on TV. I'm bored of watching DVD's all week. playing guitar. The marshall forum is 'SLOW'. can't see utube. no money for more stuff. all shops are shut except resturants and food markets. spoke to my friends this week already. death is comming round soon, no point in making anything or finishing off any projects.
what's happening tomorrow? nuthing. what are the neigbours doin? nuthing, no parties. All the new boat people have been banned from comming here.
Is this 'depression'?
There is a giant carpet factory fire a couple of suburbs away.
THere is a new show on TV and the presenter says "our guest for tonight. JOHNNY DEPP knows him....." (what? another let down!)
I feel like going to sleep but I'll just contemplate "why do we have to sleep? I'll be asleep forever soon" etc...
I asked a 79 year old friend during the week, "Does this get any better"?
He said "this is why I took up drinking". I might have my german non alcoholic beer now.
I've spent the day walking the dog,
replacing rubber seals in a leaking toilet (still leaks a tiny amount of water),
then I tried to put in 2 new electrical connections in my car so it might run (one of the wires is too think for the new connector)
then I tried to finish restoring a football (I have a 'rock hard' leather football that's been in the weather for ages. I was going to take the bladder out and make new leather outer skin. (a new ball is $15. mad aren't I!) I cut open the ball and took out the bladder, then I decided to restore the ball. stitched it up and tried to turn it inside out. the leather seems to grip tightly and won't turn inside out. tried soaking in hot water. no luck.
I've eaten dinner. there's nothing on TV. I'm bored of watching DVD's all week. playing guitar. The marshall forum is 'SLOW'. can't see utube. no money for more stuff. all shops are shut except resturants and food markets. spoke to my friends this week already. death is comming round soon, no point in making anything or finishing off any projects.
what's happening tomorrow? nuthing. what are the neigbours doin? nuthing, no parties. All the new boat people have been banned from comming here.
Is this 'depression'?
There is a giant carpet factory fire a couple of suburbs away.
THere is a new show on TV and the presenter says "our guest for tonight. JOHNNY DEPP knows him....." (what? another let down!)
I feel like going to sleep but I'll just contemplate "why do we have to sleep? I'll be asleep forever soon" etc...
I asked a 79 year old friend during the week, "Does this get any better"?
He said "this is why I took up drinking". I might have my german non alcoholic beer now.