carnada
Well-Known Member
Big rant
One of my best friends from high school broke up with his longterm gf. Me and her became friends during their relationship and we actually chilled after their break up. Of course, all of these in secret from the friends crew after reviewing the bro code. I kind of started falling for her and she even told me that she would date me if we werent friends. She really wants to watch a movie that i own and she says we should watch it together at my place. I honestly don't know how to deal with this since it might affect my friendship with my friend. But at the same time, i cant afford to lose another opportunity at this stage in life. Today, however, she messaged me at 4:30am telling me she's in the hotel room of guitarist of the band "the arkells," and shes going to regret what she was going to do. The band was playing a free show for new years eve and i guess she felt adventurous. I actually fucking hate that band and i called her phone so i could have a talk with that guitarist to tell him how fucking fucked he is. Way to feed the shitty rock star lifestyle. I am mad jealous and i want to kill myself. Yeah, thats how sad i am - writing this at 5am on january first. K maybe i wont kill myself since i honrstly think i could maybe have some success in the future with this guitar thing
One of my best friends from high school broke up with his longterm gf. Me and her became friends during their relationship and we actually chilled after their break up. Of course, all of these in secret from the friends crew after reviewing the bro code. I kind of started falling for her and she even told me that she would date me if we werent friends. She really wants to watch a movie that i own and she says we should watch it together at my place. I honestly don't know how to deal with this since it might affect my friendship with my friend. But at the same time, i cant afford to lose another opportunity at this stage in life. Today, however, she messaged me at 4:30am telling me she's in the hotel room of guitarist of the band "the arkells," and shes going to regret what she was going to do. The band was playing a free show for new years eve and i guess she felt adventurous. I actually fucking hate that band and i called her phone so i could have a talk with that guitarist to tell him how fucking fucked he is. Way to feed the shitty rock star lifestyle. I am mad jealous and i want to kill myself. Yeah, thats how sad i am - writing this at 5am on january first. K maybe i wont kill myself since i honrstly think i could maybe have some success in the future with this guitar thing
