rocknblues
Well-Known Member
Wow do I hate this. I disslike drama and generally try to avoid people who keep it stired up. However, I am certain that I am slowly loosing my mind to major mental problems. To the outside world, I have been able to keep my demons hidden. I have been an overachiever from day one and always have a smile on my face. But I have realized lately that I am a reeeeaaallly messed up individual inside. Until the past few months I have been able to rely on my ability to be a great parent. I am slowly starting to see myself as a burden... That my friends is the last straw.
Either a Doctor is going to help me (I just cannot fix myself - I have tried), or I am going for the ultimate vacation.
Hugs and kisses brothers! I'm not looking for any sympathy. I just had to get that off my chest.
Either a Doctor is going to help me (I just cannot fix myself - I have tried), or I am going for the ultimate vacation.
Hugs and kisses brothers! I'm not looking for any sympathy. I just had to get that off my chest.